Dreams,

Am I sad?

Yes.

Do I know that you don't want this to happen too?

Yes.

Do I know you feel bad?

Yes.

Am I still disappointed?

Yes.

Do I wish that all this didn't happen?

Yes

But is there anything I can do to stop it from happening?

NO.

This is rubbish, really rubbish.

I feel so worn out, feel so stress.

I never thought things would be that bad.

There's so much going on, too much actually.

I need to cope, I just know I need to cope.

I really hope that I don't fall sick, I can feel that it's coming. I'm feeling really lethargic that even picking up a cup seems so difficult, my throat is in its worst condition and so is my head, the migraine just wouldn't go away.

But still, I promise I will put in 3x the effort!

We need to work hard together, we need to make sure this perf. work out well.