Dreams,

OMG
i had late submission today

cause i was 3mins late thks t th train

but i know i can't blame anything or anyone else but myself

cause after all it's my submission and my own responsibility

but th amazing thing is

I DONT FEEL A THING?

omg, what is happening t me

if it's th past, i will be like super pissed with myself or maybe super sad

but today, when i knew i was late,

i just sat at th stairsway t wait for cindy t open th doors again at 1.30

slack, laugh and joked with kenny and others

if it's th past i would be panicking and wouldn't be so relaxed at all.

i think cause i know i won't be continuing this course in th future

so i don't have so much emotions attached t it

but still,

this doesn't mean tht i won't try my best in doing every assignments and projects

i will try t do th best tht i can until i graduate and finish this course

since i chose this course i can't complain and just have t try

isn't this also considered as responsibility?

but seriously, i can't wait t graduate.

i know i still have like 2yrs

but once i've graduated i'm gna start searching for a good school

and be a successful pastry chef!

i'm hoping t fly overseas

i know it's not an easy thing

after reading my cous's blog

i realised how hard is it t leave everything here and go back t aust when she's back here for hols

she missed everyone so much

but i still think tht all of us somehow have t take this big step in our life

th step tht leads t th route of Independence

JIAMIN JIAYOU, YOU CAN DO IT DE!

cindy said sth today during De-brief:

"we are going to launch T2aii tomorrow. So please come. You might want to have a good sleep tonight cause you may not be having them during the weekends."
once i heard tht i almost faint

not again! we just did our submission of goodness sake

it's just like you let out a sigh of relieve and now,

you just have t suck them ALLLLLLL back. ):

i'm not gna be defeated by all this assignments and projects

jm gogo jiayou!

anyways, thks Junhong!

when i was feeling so 'floaty' and when my eyes were trying t betray me

cause they just refuse t listen t me and stay open,

came a MSN conv pop-out.

and here's what he said

jh: your course, i see you like half life gone liao. JY MIN!

thks so much for noticing this.

i miss my pass so much, hanging out, tonning with you guys.

but i know i have no more time for all this, no time for my old friends

tht's why i'll try my best t be thr whenever you guys call me out

and tht JY was enough t keep me going for tht whole night till dawn

some how some people just don't know that sometimes a simple something from a friend is really enough, enough t keep you going strong!

I LOVE YOU FRIENDS (:

and to those who were once close friends,

if only we are still close, i have so much t say t you guys (:

i miss all th times we spent together <3

i've so much thoughts in me today

i have no idea why

i guess it's cause i've did some soul-searching

and asking myself a lot of questions abt what i want in life

i'm happy tht dad and mum are supporting me about wanting t be a pastry chef

cause they knew it was and will always be my passion and interest.

i've been sitting infront of th com for th whole day today

playing with photoshop (:

making new shinee wallpaper

and of course,

i'm making yousual people wall paper (love)

i think it's time for me t start planning anthr picnic again

it's time all th members of th yousual people gather together and do what we always do

bye!

i'm off t continue doing wallpapers

tht pic in th front of my post is th first try of making a wall paper

it's not nice, i know.

but it's my first, so i'm proud of it (smiles)

take pride in your work, tht's why my studio lecturers will tell us over and over again

i did not signoff at th end like some wallpaper designer will do

cause normally when i find wallpaper with signatures on,

i think it's kind of irritating haaaas and i dont know what signature t use also

until i know what t use and whr t place it then i might consider adding in signatures too

(click it for larger view, feel free t save it and use it as a wallpaper too)

p.s: tht msg from you is good enough t keep me happy at least for a few days (: