Dreams,

I felt so bad ytd.

I don't know what is happening.

It might be being stressed out because of on-going assignment.

I know I need to cry it out.

I know something wasn't right with me for the past few days.

So I was very sure depression was back once again.

Wanted to talk to someone,

but don't know who to talk to.

So, again I decided to fight it myself,

I don't want to cry infront of my friends.

But ytd was the last straw.

I couldn't take it, i cried.

Friends were there for me.

It felt so good that they cared about me.

I know they were trying their best to help me.

But they might not know

what is the best way of letting me know that actually everything's alrt.

I texted girlfrnd, Theingi.

I looked at my hfone d.p and I can't stop crying.

I need Hidayat and Theingi so much.

So much so much.

She and Hidayat can really make me feel that

Everything is actually alrt.

I miss them so much,

And

I think i should meet them soon.

I'm sorry for what happened ytd, but i know i have t cry,

cry everything out.

I think tht i shocked you guys, cause out of nowhr i sudd teared.

But i know that it will be just this time.

Cause i feel better now after crying out.

And also listening t theingi, not t work too much and take more rest.

It's yet again her,

that when i feel that i was stucked in th black box

i see her hands, her hands were thr to pull me out of it.

Thks girlfrnd!