Dreams,

my family have been down on luck for th pass few weeks
first the fridge spoil in th middle of th night
then th lightning strike and hit something
causing my house phone t die on us
13phones and one cordless one died on us
not only tht, because my house auto-gate is controlled by th phone
so we cant open our gate.
our phone box fused, our gate card fused
and th worst of th worst is th freaking modemn died
BLOOOOODDDDYYYY SHIT
then ltr th next day my brother collied with a taxi
it was just a small scratch mark and th taxi driver actually claimed from us 500bucks
like WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!?!?
DAY LIGHT ROBBERYYYYY!
now, everything is fixed after costing a bomb
except our internet
it's gna cost quite alot too, i think at least a few hundred bucks
i'm using next door's connection now
super slow

GOD AH GOD AH!
PLEASE FORGIVE US FOR OUR SINS
STOP TORTURING US ANYMORE

now alrd economy not good
people over thr trying t save money
we over here spending what we do not intend t but cannot not spend.

i'm not really happy now.
desktop spoiled, waiting so long for th up-coming IT Fair t get one for school program
so tht before this laptop die on me, which i got a feeling tht it will be very soon.
i can have all my viz,cad,ps installed in th desktop
my hfone is dying on me, i wna get a new one, too ex
2nd hand, 350bucks
still ex.
i dont have th cheeks t get money from my parents
after seeing them spent so much on all th damages and th fucking electric bills tht cost 500bucks
*seriously, i hope my sister learns t off her lights bfor falling into her deep sleep and having her princess dreams with pink stuffs, cute lil crown and lollipops or whatever floating ard.
i alrd lost count how many times when i leave my room at 5am in th morn and her lights are still on.
and when i tried offing her lights at 2am she will screammmmmmmm!
DONT OFF THE LIGHT
so i thought she will wake up t do some stuffs
and yet, at 5 she is still sleeping at th same place, and post.

went to have ma la huo guo with buddy, weirdo and my sis on sun
eld was supposed t come but i think he gave it a miss as he was sleeping

i'm so disappointed now, my 's' key is spoiled
and i have no idea how too
so now i have t press extremely hard if i need t use th letter 's'

was quite pissed with eld tht day
even though he never ans our calls or reply our msges
at least after he woke up he should msg t apologise
i think tht is at least, to me, very basic courtesy

don't know what else to type now
can't get t sleep
don't feel very good

currently, i'm feeling like shit now
i also don't know why
URGHHHH!
I MISS MAWIN AND HIDAYAT
i wna faster meet them
ASAP!
mawin going back alrd
one month leh!
damn long T.T

currently thr are some stuffs on my mind
and i'm really finding it quite tough t put it in simple words
so i decided t this particular song t express my thoughts
it's my fav song from 张学友
it's written by a singaporean
title:等到花儿也榭了

每个人都在问我到底还在等什么
等到春夏秋冬都过了难道还不够
其实是因为我的心有一个缺口
等待拿走的人把它还给我
每个人都在说这种爱情么有结果
我也知道你永远都不能够爱我
其实我只是希望你有时想一想我
你却已经渐渐渐渐什么都不再说
我睡不着的时候
会不会有人陪着我
我难过的时候
会不会有人安慰我
我想说话的时候
会不会有人了解我
我忘不了你的时候
你会不会来疼我
你知不知道
你知不知道
我等到花儿也榭了
你知不知道
你知不知道
我等到花儿也榭了


p.s: 你从不知道我想做的不只是朋友 还向有那么一点点温柔的娇 你从不知道我想做的不只是朋友 还向有那么一点点自私的战友