There will come a time in your life when you will become infatuated with a single soul.

i couldn't take it anymore
it's been abt a yr or more, I've lost count of how long
and i cried for you, once again.
i told myself tht i shall never cry for you anymore since tht certain day happened
all i can't say, it was th worst day of my life
i don't know what came into my mind
i just felt really really sad
i tried real hard t make myself not think of you
but whatever i do reminds me of you
and i can't help not thinking of you anymore
because it was never easy.
never ever easy since tht certain day happened.
i really wna tell you tht i really miss you, even up till now.
and i wished tht everything tht weren't supposed t happen back then, didn't happen
so at least we could be very best friends like th past
where you shared almost everything with me, and even told me you cried
when i know you will never tell anyone because you have high prides
when you are bored and call me out just t walk aimlessly ard town or catch a movie
i don't know what is happening t me lately
i guess it's because i saw you tht day
tht was th last straw
i started missing you since then
all my efforts of trying t forget you for this period of time
has gone t waste today.
i hate myself for crying over you again.
because i guess tht you never know tht i even cry over you before.
but still, things are too late now
what shouldn't have happened, happened
and what should have happened, didn't happened
because we kept feelings t ourselves
only me realising th truth when i looked back
and find myself so dumb for not being able t realised back then
now, everything is too late.


i need my BGF and my hommies now
really bad


p.s : I would have given you the word if you had given me the chance.